Cuz Monique did it, I got curious. My handwriting analysis

23 07 2008

Danni is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person’s shoes.

Danni will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Danni an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too “far out.” She doesn’t sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Danni is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Danni is a “middle-of-the-roader,” politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn’t relate to any far out ideas and usually won’t go to the extreme on any issue.

I don’t know about this. It’s more like half half. I can put myself in other shoes. I am moody. But to get me to buy something? I don’t think so. I like people that are “far out.” They are interesting. And I love having interesting people in my life. FYI I usually do go to extremes for any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Danni doesn’t write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

I agree. I don’t always have the best social interaction ability. But I find my way eventually.

Danni will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Danni believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

I might have to completely agree with this. I understand that not all my ideas are awesomeness, but I do expect people to treat my ideas with respect. I probably worked really hard thinking up that idea so the least you could do is humor me and respect that I put some effort there.

Danni is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Completely 100% true.

In reference to Danni’s mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Danni slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Danni can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Once again completely true.

Danni is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn’t necessarily mean things go as planned. Danni basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality– not too “out of reach”. She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Wow, it’s starting to be dead on. Except for the whole, “she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals.”  I’m kind iffy on that.

Danni is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

…… true……

Danni is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires.

Now if Preston would just let us have a girlfriend. This wouldn’t be a problem. lol.

Something is incomplete in Danni’s life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Danni’s sexual needs.

Read comment above.

Danni is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Danni changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Danni feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

I really hate to admit this, but it’s true. I don’t want to talk about it. Read the comment about secrets. lol. But “personality modification”? WTH is that?!

Danni exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Danni allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Danni has a vivid imagination.

Never really thought about this. I think believe I over exaggerated when I was younger. But hell does me no good now, just tell it like it is. I am too trusting. Gullible I don’t know. You tell me. Vivid imagination that’s all me.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer’s attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Danni has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Danni fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Danni has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Danni just comes into someone’s home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn’t much fear of getting in trouble here, Danni finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Now this one I should have taken back. I was writing on a small piece of paper. On a regular piece I’d leave spaces all around. But I am handful though. Never mind maybe it is true. Minus the part about walking into people’s homes for drinks. No fear of getting in trouble, check. Finds plenty of reasons to break rules and get in trouble, check. Aggressive personality, check. Lack of respect, UNCHECK. Handful, double check. So maybe it was right.

Want to do your’s? Go here! Leave a comment and let me know what your analysis was.

My Many Visual Transformations

28 06 2008

I just realized this after post an excerpt on Cafemom, I know I like to cut my hair, but I really didn’t know how often. Or even how much till this post.

Over the course of 3 years I’ve had 3 dramatic hair cuts. Sure I get a trim here and there, but 3 major cuts each year since 2005. Here’s your visual: (FYI: It’s pretty picture intensive)

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Marry me MICHAEL!

11 02 2008

I was just watching Celebrity Expose: Michael Jackson. 23 years old and all my life later I’m still in love with him. Well Thriller/Beat It him. lol.

I grew up with his music and honestly he is one of the most influential stars from my childhood. Still is now. I will still rock every single one of his songs in my car and house. I will do my horrible Thriller dance in public and by gosh I’ll grab my crotch and scream at the top of my lungs in the grocery store too.

Which got me thinking about music artists now. Seriously what artist now is going to withstand the sands of time? Don’t be naive and say Madonna. This we know. I’m talking about new artists. Eve, Fergie, 50 Cent, Britney Spears, Hilary Duff, the list can go on and on. But all I hear are fades and phases. Their songs don’t last the year. And the next generation doesn’t have the attention span to keep a good song alive.

Who’s going to get tired of Michael’s Billie Jean? Or Madonna’s Holiday? Or Louis Armstrongs’ When You Wish Upon A Star?

I easily get sick of 50 Cent’s Technology, Fergie’s Big Girls Don’t Cry, and can’t leave out Sean Kingston’s Beautiful Girl. It’s catchy, has a nice beat, but then I’m over it by the end of the week. I could care less if it’s recognized on VH1’s 50 Top One Hit Wonders. In fact I would be surprised if they even made the top 50.

But I worry about the mainstream my son will be subjected to. I want him to be surrounded with art and music. I can’t protect him from all crappy music, but I can’t help but fear for him. Music is a huge part of my life. Music has played a huge part in forming who and what I am. I relaxed and learned to love through Louis Armstrong, Aretha Franklin, Ray Charles, Mozart and Beethoven. I learned how to express anger, pain and hate through writing poetry in Kurt Cobain’s angst in lyrics.  I learned that freedom is also a state of mind through The Beatles and hundreds of other worth mentioning artists.

Lately, I’ve been hearing only crap. Nice dance worth crap, but it’s nothing that’s worth me remembering.

Nyx likes listening to ‘rap’ music. Artists such as 50, Birdman, JayZ, thanks to Preston. He likes doing his ‘gangsta’ dance and pretend gang signs. It’s cute, it’s funny, and but he’s getting older and it has to stop.

I grew up in the Ghetto’s of Cali and Preston grew up in some what ghetto of Cali. I grew up scared of wearing the wrong colors and insured I never did. I grew up knowing being related to any gang quite frankly was demeaning.  So although the novelty of my cute adoring son copying music videos was funny and video tape worthy, it must end. I want him to know music is a great part of life, but to appreciate GREAT music.

I can already tell the next generation has very selective hearing for mainstream. I’m damn lucky if I can meet someone under 18 that recognize that Killing Me Softly was sang originally by Roberta Flack. NOT the Fugees. Or that Michael Jackson is actually black. rofl. Ok I had to add that last bit in.

I hope the music industry starts producing better artists. I will admit I love Nelly Furtado and Alicia Keys. They are beautiful artists.

Hey Christopher Robbin share the shrooms.

29 01 2008

picture-45.jpgBeen pretty on it for the randomocity of the crap in my head. I was thinking about Winnie the Pooh. I love the Pooh. :O I remember when my parent’s really wanted me to choose Winnie the Pooh as Nyx’s ‘theme.’ I never really thought about his theme, but I was all about the H to the E to the double LL No! But just Eeyore would have been cool because we all know he was the shit, but I never couldn’t picture Pooh everything. Nonetheless my parents went forth and I used it because I needed the help where ever it came from.

To this day I am grateful for the crib, matching bed set, clothes, baby bags, stroller and car seat Pooh themed things from my parents. But I would have never bought it personally.

At that time I never knew why the whole Pooh brigade never appealed to be. I always felt that Pooh just made me feel off. Like something was wrong with Christopher Robbin’s friends.

Till today.

I know why.

They all did drugs.

I swear by that statement.

We shall start with the Pooh.

Pooh is a pretty calm happy guy. He loves to eat honey. In fact he loves eating. He’s pretty slow. And always the first to create some peace. So he is most definitely the pot head.

Piglet used to annoy me because he was so paranoid. I knew if he was my friend I couldn’t handle someone so paranoid and cautious of everything. Especially that jittery. Piglet falls into the type of person I keep my distance from, coke addicts. When I was in my drug phase, I hated coke. But I believe Piglet and Pooh got along because they were both paranoid.

Tigger was by far my favorite guy. I could totally picture myself hanging with him. At least my tweaker self from my 17 year old phase. He is constantly bouncing off the walls, the ceiling, well everything. He can’t stay still. He talks a million words a second and can pounce on you at any given point. He would the tweaker by far.

Eeyore was my kind of friend towards the end of my binge-ing days. Depressed about life, totally over anything, and made it seem like the world was coming to an end even if he wont the lottery. No matter you said to him or gave him he was above and beyond emo. He took downers. A lot.

Rabbit was the worst. Cranky easily irritated snap case. Always going after everyone that tries to touch his stuff and I’m sure his stash too. I could picture him having bear traps in his mail. Therefore, making him the heroin addict.

Last but not least, Christopher Robbin. Plain and simple, he did some damn good psychedelic drugs. Shrooms,  peyote, LSD, acid, something! What other drug is going to make you think your stuffed animals are really talking to you?!?!?!?!

Christopher Robbin should have been my ‘go to’ man.

I’ve always wanted to talk to my Rainbow Brite.

She was the Pooh.

Insanity = Being on it?!

23 01 2008

I think I’m literally going insane. I find my brain wondering off and worse yet back and forth between topics. See previous post. But when I’m finished taking pencils out of my nose I instantly jump on to everything that needs to be done. I cooked, cleaned the kitchen, created two new groups on PlanetMom, finished my TT and spent quite of bit of one on one quality time with Nyx. Then I’m off to dream land again.

I’m off thinking how cool it would be to sail off as ninjas.

What would I do if I started melting like the wicked witch?

Would my blood melt like candle wax?

I wonder what would really happen if the moon was to implode.

Can you believe that while those thoughts are running through my mind I’m also doing some hardcore planning too?  Planning for my investment into Janus Mutual Funds. Planning our savings plan. Making mental notes to call my cable company tomorrow.

It’s scary sometimes. In turn my body goes into auto pilot. When I ‘come to’ I’ll be at home with Nyx when I could have sworn I was just working. That really happened today. But without realizing it I already watered my herbs, changed my clothes, and gave Nyx his after school snack.

I guess if it works and I’m accomplishing things I should stick with this ‘program’, but it’s just crazy. Seriously, who the hell has that wicked of a self auto pilot?