On with the future without the trade in.

22 01 2008


Man I look so weird in pictures. It doesn’t look like me, but it is me. I don’t see, me. I see someone else. Okay, I still see child me. I don’t see the mom, the career woman, or the student. I still see slacker me. It’s freaking me out, but I need to hold true to my promise to myself. With or without pimples. LoL. 😀 Anyways, on the point.

Nyx is driving me up the wall. He went to school, and I to work. I picked him and our whole thing to do was bake some chocolate chip cookies. And the first thing he does is throw a temper tantrum over cleaning his hands.

I hate hearing him yell at me, “My dad doesn’t make me do this. My dad doesn’t do that.”

Yeah well guess what?!?!?!?! I’m your MOM!!!

He then goes to, “You’re mean, I don’t like you!”

Yea well too bad I’m the only mom you have, and you are being mean and not a nice kid right now.

Which then turns into, “I’m going to Wal-mart to get a new nice kid that likes me. Then maybe he wants to bake cookies with me. And then maybe I can sell you on eBay!”

Nyx, “DON’T TRADE ME IN!!!!!”

Naturally I couldn’t hold in my laughter. I held him and laughed.

Nyx, “Mom I’m going to sell you on eBay. You need to be traded in because you make me clean.”

I love my son to death, but damn just wash your hands!

On a lighter note, Preston is slowly coming around and talking about our farther future. Future = kiddies and wedding.

So 2010/26 years old, we are aiming at trying for number 2. I know it’s so far away, but Preston really is an old fashioned kind of guy. Sweet I adore it, but the waiting is killing me. But on top of that I get a planned preggy partner, Nai.

To top it off before our next kiddie he wants to be at the very least. . . . *gulp* engaged. I’m not afraid of commitment, but don’t see the necessity in it right now. But I see it more as a big party and a chance for family and friends to show off an insanely expensive wedding dress.

I also see it the same way he does, a chance to shout out to the world, family and friends to confess his love to me, to each other. I want that too, but making bebehs are really at the top of my list.


3 is our goal. Before 2014. Ultimately this year is really going to be a big deciding factor us. A lot of things we need to get into order. Of which I need to start making that list after this. Maybe I’ll make my TT for this week.




One response

27 02 2008

so…2010 huh. SWEET. Better keep dev and pres from talking to each other or they may convince themselves to hold off more. lol. I seriously worried that by the time dev was feeling settled down enough…i woulnt know anyone who was trying to expand the family…let alone start one. So I was thrilled to have preston lock danni down for a few years…Theres no one i would want more to complain, laugh with and share stories to that my best friend. Dev and I still got some things we gotta do before he gives me the green light, like i got to take him to europe, he has to be back in school and we have to own our own place. technically he wants a bachelors before we have kids…but i figure if he’s close to being done i got some wiggle room. so im trying to save up for a big out of country trip a year from now and we’re both getting excited about buying house…although we’re aiming for this summer it might not be until winter…which reminds me i better go talk to the bank about that home loan info. hooray for babies and loving families!

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